Everyone knows that in order to have a successful blog, you need to add content regularly. Apparently, I’ve been failing at that part – majorly. I fantasize about writing everyday – while I’m driving to the grocery store, while I wash the dishes, and especially when I’m trying to fall asleep. I’ve written so many blog posts in my head that have never made their way into the outside world. It’s time for me to get back on the metaphorical horse. So here it goes!
A lot has happened since I’ve last written on Run on Sentence. I’ve had changes in my career, I’ve moved into a new home that I’m absolutely in love with, and of course – I’ve had another beautiful baby girl who is about to turn a year old on Saturday. The time has literally been slipping through my fingers but apparently I get super sentimental when my babies are about to transition into toddlerhood. It seems to be the only time I can gather the courage to sit down and pour my heart out into words.
Baby Emma (or Emmasaurus as I like to call her) completed our family by emerging from my giant belly on April 9th of last year. She came into the world and immediately filled the room with light. Emma is a true ray of sunshine and she’s been smiling since the day she was born. Her calm demeanor acts as a window into her gentle soul – which I know she acquired from her Dad. This coming weekend, we’ll be throwing her a dinosaur themed birthday party so the people we love most can be there to celebrate with her as she begins the second year of her phenomenal life. I just know she’s gonna do great things. Maybe she’ll even be a marathoner someday!
Unfortunately, the arrival of Emma’s first birthday also marks the end of my year-long maternity leave and I’ll be starting back at work in a week from tomorrow. I’m excited to be working again but I can’t help but dwell on the heart wrenching fact that I’ll likely never get a full year off to spend with my babies again. We won’t be having any more children so the finality of ending this beautiful year is a heavy emotional load for me to carry. I’ve never been great at dealing with endings. In the back of my mind, I know that an ending to one thing simply means the beginning of something else exciting but actually closing the book on any chapter that I’ve loved has always made me sad. There won’t be any more Tuesday morning walks to the mailbox with my girls where Avery picks weeds from the side of the road to give to me. I won’t be playing Barbies in her bedroom at 2pm on a Thursday and I won’t get to spend lazy Friday afternoons pushing Emma on the swing or watching her explore her playroom. I know there’s still weekends and holidays but it’s simply not the same. Any mother knows exactly what I mean.
With all of that on the horizon, I’ve decided it’s time to get back into running. It has always been my main way of releasing my anxiety and stress and after finally getting out for a short 3k yesterday (after hibernating for most of the winter), I’ve got the taste of fresh air and sunshine on my mind again. There’s truly nothing better than a run on a cool spring day. I’ll be skipping my favorite race event (The Scotiabank Bluenose Marathon) this year because I’m attending a wedding in Victoria but I’ve decided to set my sights on the Valley Harvest Marathon event in the Fall. This event is easily my other favorite and I’m even more wound up about it this year because my husband has FINALLY agreed to take up running and participate in an actual race with me! Anyone who knows me well enough knows that I’ve literally been nagging him to do this with me for a decade. I’ve always had a hunch that if I could just get him to start, that he’d be hooked just like I was all those years ago at the young age of 23. Over the past few months, he reluctantly started running on the treadmill and yesterday was our first outdoor run together. It was literally a decade-long dream come true! The best part was that he didn’t even hate it! He actually enjoyed it – until this morning when he couldn’t use his legs. That’s okay though because if he’s anything like me, he’ll be craving the next run by tomorrow. I’ll be sure to provide an update on this exciting new adventure as the situation evolves and we continue to train together.
I promise it won’t be two years before you hear from me again. My daughters are growing and learning everyday and as a result, I’m growing and learning with them. My mind and my heart are both getting stronger. It’s time for my legs to get strong again too.
We’ll surely ‘run’ into each other here again soon. Ciao for now!
Andrea
















